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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|06:15 pm]
death_of_gods
godless father

echo of somnolence
restore this masticated soul
buried by time and
grief of thy burdens
sins past down
my pride to thee
become whole

bending towards heaven
ever toward oblivion
and a sound darker than black
crack of dawn
joyless mockery, dead

as the ancestors
as the ancient
undying infect
consume

as the serpent
as the shadow
as the silence
my heart is yours
entombed

and thorns find their way
sun gone
sun god
lightless day
eternal

some things grow
without the light.....
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|06:14 pm]
death_of_gods
Whores
The world and its ways
contagious; and contradictions
collide in colluded days
crying to the empty skies
god is inside
and it is dying

drowned in shit
buried in lies
choking on your words
whores
televised as answers
you're product
rotting on shelves
washed up on shores
of delusion
dancers
on burning strings
your masters
are whores

washed up
burnt out
time does away with you
and soon no one cares
everybody's got a story to sell
within your facade
is a single word
inside it your god
is burning in hell
whores.
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|06:14 pm]
death_of_gods
Looking up from where I am
You seem so high above it all

Here in the depths of dark
I know it's just a long hard way to fall

And i wait for you
but I'll be gone
when you finally do
I'll be gone
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|06:13 pm]
death_of_gods
Look at the insect
struggling
flailing helplessly
in the spider's web
truly a fine craft
yet i wonder...
for i am told
its struggling is mechanical
it does not feel
as humans feel
...yet is it human emotion
projected onto it
or are the human's feelings
in death
given some significance
to be any different
than this...?
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|06:12 pm]
death_of_gods
Breed

little sparrow flies away
by the winds of misfortune
blown astray
into the barren fields
of desertion's decay
little sparrow flies away

hopeless days
lapse into
worthless ways
unbeheld
process of unbecoming
clocks ticking
rivers drying

swollen hands cannot
hold much longer
sightless eyes
shed no tears

the vulture stares
hunger is all
soon your bones will rot

little sparrow flew away
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|06:11 pm]
death_of_gods
Nature's Way

Creak of branches in the wind
Taste of perfume in the air
My arms reaching out again
Knowing you won't be there

Without you I'm nothing
But with you I'm less
Still my bones ache
Still my voice breaks

Still I can't help myself
I've fallen into Hell

There is no escape in this world
Unholy one
Unsober one
Possessed of evil beauty
You are my death


DCLXVI
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|12:02 am]
death_of_gods
Again I arise from my respite
drawn by a call
beckoned to the chill
which yet enslaves my will
it is my all
when I have nothing

It is the dark
an entity of emptiness
in silence I absorb it
and become one
again

The fears mean nothing
they are for the prey
It will not last
I am you
and you are nothing
this symbiosis
You are the dark
I cannot grasp
nor cry aloud

for my ashes
shall never rise
in the darkness
with which you enshroud

Yet still I am you
and the instinct rides
my spirit long since gone
yet I exist
the essence of you inside
you persist
for you are mine.
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|12:01 am]
death_of_gods
mine armor

pain
the mad stings of spinning razors
sawtooth smiles, salivating blood
embrace the
pain
it embraces in return, kaleidescope of
pain
now so dear, so lovely
hum of conscious, dimming, heightened
blood
do not blot out this sodden endeavor
scars
strengthen mine resolve
this is the ultimate ascencion
the path of separation
worship
pain
nourish
pain

hunger in the heart
to eat the mind of man
hunger in me
pain
worship
pain
faithful

mine
scars
mine armor
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|12:01 am]
death_of_gods
vision of pain

stitch of light
a burning spider with endless legs
in my heart, in my soul
in my eyes a single hole
eating away the light

split from my siamese twin
ripped in half
leaking life's lukewarm liquids
on cold linoleum
ripped open

atrophy
love dissected, analyzed
blood like water, sterilized
scentless, tasteless
meaningless
entropy

hatred
the tongue lashing out
mind reeling, desultory
limbs like flotsam, flail about
antiquated

blackest sediment
flowing in
through veins
not alive, no pain
no spiders webs

a light so profane
desecrating the ruins
you are my life
life is pain.....
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2006|12:00 am]
death_of_gods
away

waiting
waiting
minutes
days
endless
waiting
eraseless

in somnis
my solace
in solitude
void of you

a hundred-thousand corpses
all bearing your face
mocking phantom
i turn away from your ghost
the means to replace
i cannot fathom

waiting
waiting

a brief interlude

an aftertaste
your words make me sick
contaminate
and be taken in by it
misconstrued

i turn away
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